I've just re-read the OP - it said she showers for 45 mins sometimes even more than once a day. I think she's definitely trying to get away, although I would have thought a read in the bath was more relaxing, or perhaps a bath with the radio on quite loud.
What to do with immigrants? - ask Shakespeare
Reducing contact because my heart just isn't in it.
"Old fashioned" expressions that young people have never heard.

