That is such a difficult question. I find it hard to answer the "really" bit right now. Do my "blessings" add up to more than my concerns, and difficulties, I find it difficult to decide at times. Others on GN have many more problems than I do. In many aspects I am very lucky with what I have, but really happy? Its probably pondering on my relationship that's the fundamental cause of my cuurent state of negativity.
Sorry folks if that has put a damper on the thread. I will get over it after Christmas I hope.
How to deal with doom-y thoughts
My daughter is lying about me and editing me out of her life.
