That's rotten luck, Littleannie. I hope things go well for you.
My daughter had an ulcer on her eye when she was 30 and it damaged it beyond repair. She isn't totally blind in that eye but light is refracted now so driving at night is very difficult for her. On the plus side, before the damage, she kept ripping that part of the eye because her eyelids stuck to it overnight. She had weeks on end unable to care for her child because she had to be in a darkened room. We visited the hospital several times a week with her to try to get help but every time it started to heal, the blessed thing ripped again. So for her, as horrible as it might sound, as the damage made that area of the eye stronger, it turned out to be much better.