Energy,feeling fighting fit,"Full of beans".............yes that could be me at some point in my life............but certainly that was a very long time ago.
Quite honestly very many years have passed since I could remotely say I felt "in the pink" True enough with a whole series of truly all too real health issues, it is only part and parcel of the entire business,but believe me,what a treat it would surely be to wake up just on one morning after a really good sleep, without a series of interruptions (chance would be a fine thing!!!).............and feel really again "in the mood" and rearing to get going.
It did happen in my earlier years so I do know the feeling!!
Automatic pilot is a great thing, as at least on that very odd occasion when I feel remotely better than the weeks and months before ........it never fails to assist getting me up,showered and dressed............even though too often it is rather delayed!!
However I intend following the example I have set myself over these long troublesome years,yes I look very tired and lack lustre,especially those first few hours of any day,but I have long learnt to bi - pass mirrors, put on that smile,and try my hardest to find my missing mojo.
I have long realised the black bags under my eyes are here to stay,too many bouts of skin cancer ensures I cannot sit outside and pick up some much needed colour.........but hey folks............so I am tired and my mojo has long lost its way, just like so many of you have stated............however I have a lovely caring DH and lots of lovely blessings,my life is far from perfect, but hey!!! my cup runneth over in a multitude of other ways.
Instead of perpetually griping on about the attributes I no longer have........some I never had! if I am brutally honest.......... whilst I TRY counting my blessings ,do you know..........up to a point, it saves my day and brings me hope for yet another tomorrow.
Already I am living on borrowed time so each new day is extremely precious.,a God given bonus.
Fair enough I may not have the energy and that vitality I once had..... and would so love restored......BUT...
I aim to be around a long time yet.
Though sadly if any one finds my missing mojo,in other words......my "get up and go"... I would be much obliged were it returned in good full working order..... and soon !!