Good advice Jane ! Dear Amanda,
I know how it feels, every second is beyond painful to contemplate without your dearest GC in your life so try hard to believe that it will be ok. Try not to overreact ( much easier said than done) and know that you are not alone .
Wishing you a peaceful night and very best wishes . 
Hello Amanda, I'm sorry to hear of your problems, it must be so difficult.
Have a look at the threads 'cut out of their lives' and 'denied contact August 12 onwards' and perhaps post on there. You'll find there are other GNers in a similar situation to you.
It might be better to change your username to something less like your own name (if your current one is your real name) since anyone can view posts on GN, they don't have to be a member.
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