It is a catch 22 situation. It sounds to me as though you need a new pacemaker. That would be fitted privately, but I am unsure of the cost. You could google and see what pops up. In a nutshell you need to be seen to morrow. Good luck.
Wrong side driving social media stunt
getting to the point of "no return"
Would you think it was odd if a younger person wanted to befriend you?
