One day at a time Fairhair. The only thing to concentrate on at the moment is for you to get yourself well. After that, everything else will fall into place as and when the time is right because you will be well and stronger.
I wish you the very best of luck. Sending you the strongest healing vibes and shed loads of positivity. Sincerely hope all works out well for you.
Would you think it was odd if a younger person wanted to befriend you?
How do I help my sister to stop feeling like a victim?
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Too many I's 
