Good morning all, from a cloudy Glasgow, where it is 7°C.
I hope *Mr Gingster is making some progress and pleased to hear, your DD is feeling slightly better, Bella.
Babydoll ♥️ is 3yrs old today.
I remember the day she was born. We were holidaying in St.Andrew's with Dollie and her family, when DS2 phoned. He rarely phones, so I knew something was wrong.
He said something about my granddaughter, I said she was sitting beside me, we were playing a word game, No mum, your other granddaughter! 👶. Cue floods of tears, she had come early.♥️
I was about to send a birthday wish, when I realised DH had already sent her a birthday wish, apologising for not being able to come to her party.
He also sent a video of him singing Happy birthday to her.
He can forget the recording deal, unless he is auditioning to be a frog. 🤣
This is so unlike him, he has never done anything so sentimental in his life. and is so upset, that he cannot go to her party. 😪
He continues to be difficult, His mood swings are so hard to deal with, one moment pleasant, the next, quite hurtful.
The consultant explained that, until we get his BP down, his brain will continue to be affected.
I ended up in tears yesterday, when he said I was to blame for his BP, not coming down, due to my constant nagging! I replied, Ditto!
When I said, mine was nearly as high as his, due to his behaviour, he responded with, It is not a competition. 🤬
About an hour later, he was a totally different person and had checked his BP, just to reassure me!!
I felt totally exhausted yesterday, by the time I went to Mass. When I went to sit down, someone was in my usual seat ( how dare they??), with no sign of Dollie and her parents.
The mum of the family, who usually sit in front of us, beckoned to come into their seat and asked where everyone was.
I said, I was all alone, today. She responded; Come and sit with us, we'll adopt you.. I could feel my eyes filling up.
DH is quite chuffed that people were asking, where he was and he has become part of the parish clique. He is not a social animal,at all.
GM, I do not shake hands either, because I'm immunosuppressed. Not many do. At weekday Mass,people wave to each other, 🤣 I find it quite amusing.
Refusing to cook last night, I went for fish suppers after Mass. No salt for DH. He was not happy at all.
Just as I got out of the car, I heard, Gran, Gran. It was my beloved Dollie.♥️ Oh joy!
She and DS were going the same place as me.
DS, who can be quite distant with me, was very attentive. It gave us a chance to talk about DH.
I said I would be taking him to the doctor's on Friday and had to cancel my day out with DD (for the third time,)
He said he would take his dad to the surgery. I was stunned, he was in the office, before 7am on Friday and is overwhelmed by his workload.
The pair of them walked me to my car and then I heard a voice, coming from the other side of the road.
I LOVE YOU GRAN!, followed by, Love you too mum! 😭
DH brought me a cuppa and hot water bottle at 7am and told me he had taken his BP, it was very high..😔 He can't sleep, This is Good cop, behaviour.
I'm going downstairs, I need to pick up his Sunday papers.
I will probably encounter, Bad cop on the way. His behaviour is so unpredictable.
I wish you all a pleasant Sunday, whatever your plans.
Once again, thank you for all your good wishes, it means a great deal to me, ♥️
