Being carried over my dad's shoulder, eyes squeezed tight shut, and my sister hopping up and down with rage because I should be walking and wasn't really asleep (he knew!). Crawling out of a den made of a big rough blanket over a clothes horse, carrying the black China doll I loved, and when I stood up seeing that her face was smashed in - I was inconsolable. My dad coming home with a car and not being allowed to run down the long garden path with the rest of the family to see it because I refused point blank to have my dad's scarf on (it was brown, and too big). I had to watch from the window.
Strangely, my sister told me recently that I used to be absolutely terrified as a toddler by peacocks that lived in the village and would settle on my bedroom window sill and stare in, honking loudly with their beaks wide open. I'd be running screaming from this even now
, but I don't have any memory of them at all.