I agree entirely with your sentiments. I have been through a bad spell which lasted 4 1/2yrs after losing my husband and my daughter not talking to me for 2yrs and not being allowed to see my baby granddaughter, who is now turned 1.
But I have had, might sound strange, divine intervention, or my deceased husband helping me and have come through it and out the other side.
I am feeling great, like a new person and positive. I have been listening and watching all the bad news lately and felt that the world had gone mad, but it puts ones troubles into prospective.
The people in the flats and those who had to witness the awful event, that is real agony. My heart goes out to them all.
They deserve every bit of help they can get and respect and good rehousing. They have nothing. Some not even their lives.
I am so lucky. I tried too hard with my daughter, couldn't see that I was pushing her further away, but I can see it all and can wait patiently now and hope that she will one day talk to me and let me be a part of hers and her daughters lives.
Living in hope patiently.