I grew up within a close extended family, which, of course, is now sadly depleted. I miss that sense of belonging. Having said that, not all aspects of my childhood, at home with my parents, were happy. I also miss being a stay at home mum, and bringing up my three children. I have often felt that my life has been less complete since two DC left home. Possibly because a handicapped son, in his forties, is still with us, which means we don't have the freedom that most couples our age have. I confess, when on holiday, to being a little envious of couples with their young children.