He's gone and i'm lost

It does take a lot of time to come to terms with this huge loss.
My DH died at the end of March. There are good days and bad days.
As Ana says so wisely, give it time.

Oh Sheridan I am so sorry and can only offer my deepest sympathy for your loss. It is early days so don't beat yourself up, the memories of the good times will return eventually, but not yet.

Ana, I had no idea that you were bereaved so recently and send my sincere condolences to you too

I feel for you, Sheridan. It's been over a year since my DH died but it's very hard to come to terms with the anger and the guilt (because I feel I should have known sooner how ill he actually was).

Give it time, grief affects everyone differently and you will eventually get used to your situation and perhaps find a bit of sparkle somewhere in the future. I know it's hard.

I am so very sorry, Sheridan. It's still very early days yet, really. Wouldn't it be great if we were fitted with an 'emotions off' switch that we could use at times like this, but what you are doing is perfectly normal. I wish I could give you a hug. x