My sincere condolences to you HelterSkelter. I will be thinking of you and hoping that family and friends are surrounding you with their love. You have loved and cared for him and been there for him all this time, and that makes it so much harder in the beginning, when your days revolved round his needs. Know that your friends on GN are always here for you whatever time of day or night you might need someone around.
Sincere condolences Helterskelter many of us empathise with you. Stay chatting to us ,we will listen and totally understand. My Hโs bed was in our dining room and I was unable to eat in there again after he died. I eventually got rid of all the dining furniture , got a small table and four chairs for the conservatory and have now made a snug ,just for me, in the former dining room.
My sincere condolences Helteskelter. Like you I nursed my husband at home. After his death I used to do what you are doing, stand in the room and picture him there. At the moment you are in the 'gut wrenching ' awfulness of new grief. I promise you that this dreadful pain will ease, but you will always love, miss and remember your husband. Keeping you in my thoughts.
Oh dear lady, so very sad for you. Lean on your family and friends for strength and support and please be kind to yourself now and take things slowly. ๐