Good morning Gransnetters. I'm struggling myself at the moment but don't feel able yet to open up on here, hoping the unexpected and puzzling 'No Contact' with me will be short lived. I've been reading the posts on here and on Relationships to see how you manage to cope and live with losing loved family members. The stories have moved me very much and given me strength so to you all flowers 
and love. I'll post this on Estrangement as well.
What did you you think you would have by your current age that you don't?
