I was diagnosed with clinical depression some twenty years ago. I was in the middle of the menopause, I had a stressful job, and I’d just recovered from a life threatening illness. Kate is right, it’s not feeling a bit low, it’s the most horrible feeling I have ever had, and I can’t begin to explain how it is. Despite many attempts to come off the antidepressants, I find it always comes back, and so I keep taking the tablets because on the whole, they keep me well. If very difficult and stressful situations occur, I have to increase the dose for a few months and then gradually take them down again.
I just want to say, clinical depression is real, it’s awful, and I wish I’d never had it. I had a very controlling mother as a child, and people who have controlling parents are more susceptible to depression. So are women going through the menopause. The main thing is to deal with it.