hiLuckygirl thanks for that info and yes something to think about, photography is an exciting hobby but I realise a very hard niche to get into or make money from.The reason I started the Photography course was my elder DD moved house and after she was sorted she bought me this all singing /dancing SLR camera, bag, filters extra lenses as a thankyou for helping her over the years
it sat in its box for a couple of yrs (it came out now n then for me to play with but then back into the box) I just had't the insentive or the enthusiasm at the time with DH being poorly, I couldn't concentrate.But now of course I have to get on, I still have trouble concentrating but I am getting there with it.Looking forward to starting the Level 2 this coming Wednesday and I believe we have visits planned to the Lowry arts center and a few other places.soooo watch out David Bailey!! (is he still around I haven't heard about him recently) 
When I was at the JC on Friday, the support worker asked about all my courses(although they were there all on her screen)! when she came to the photography one she asked "did we put you on that"!!! I said no I put myself on it....
I could see what was going through her head """how dare this lady take it upon herself to go and do a course that she enjoys""" we can't have that tut tut!! she asked what time the course was (6pm-9pm) hmmmm! she said so it doesn't interfere with you looking for work??? "no" I said... grrrrrrrrrrrrr. The course itself I enjoy, but getting there is a diff matter, I walk to college (about a 50 min walk) in all weathers etc, I then will come out of college and have to walk into town (about a 10 mins dark and lonely walk) then I have to hang around the deserted bus station for the bus, if I miss the 9-10 one the next one is half hour wait.When I get off the bus I have a bit of a lonely walk of about 8 mins (5 if I run) lol.so although it may sound like its fun to the jobcentre , it is not all cut n dried.I do ask myself "what are you doing girl wandering about at this time of night"??
and of course my DDs worry.
(wish I had started a blog now lol)
I would love to hear from others in a similar situation.
I'm going to start a diary each time I go to the jobcenter.Dont get me wrong my last adviser was lovely and had sympathy for our age group (she was about late 40s) the new one is about ermmm 25/7 ish.
morethan2 yes I do feel bitter at times, even more so now I have to trudge down to town every Friday at all diff times(in the summer I would normally drive my mum n dad up to their caravan in Morecambe and stay with them every other weekend, make them meals and drive them about, but that will now have to stop now as I'm on weekly signings) but you just sort of slip into a routine, its like your life is being controlled, and you have no control over it, but I am hoping that something will crop up or that I have this "wonderfull" idea of my own business.Trying to think of it all as well as still grieving is a bit of a daunting task.But I am not looking for sympathy I am just trying to highlight what being unemployed and having to visit the jobcentre is like at our age.
How on earth do these people who are poorly and ill and who are forced off sickness and back into jobsearching, I really cant bare to think about.
Thank you Mr Government.