My apologies Jingl - it wasn't you just some of the others but how the thread has morphed into this I can't quite follow.
Sincerely sorry to hear about all your current woes, I do hope you get your break and if you can get to Nice, there is no need to feel guilty, as I said the local hotels and restaurants stand to lose their livelihoods if the tourists shun them.
Not sure about your sackcloth and ashes comment though maggiemaybe -fiddling while Rome burns springs to mind, but each to his or her own.
Only 50% of middle age adult manage more than 1 brisk 10 min walk a month.






