MissAdventure I haven't had any side effects at all either, so taking ADs for me is a no-brainer, without them I was suicidal, with them I am slowly improving.
JenniferEccles - thank you for clarifying. I'm sure every single person who has suffered from true clinical depression could tell their own story with their own experiences and I admire Sarah Vine for telling hers. It must be very difficult to do so for someone in the public eye. I am also having CBT but it's still early days so I can't yet comment on whether it will be helpful. Yes, we do all want to have information regarding side effects, but if you read the information leaflets that come with the medication, the risks of side effects are small, from 1 in 100 right down to 1 in 100,000, depending on the effect. The Press tend to vastly exaggerate the risks. For me personally, knowing how awful I felt a few weeks ago, I'm prepared to take that risk, having been fully informed by medical professionals and my own research.
My very best wishes to all on this thread, I am finding it very comforting.