I’ve not cried about my terminal cancer for a while. Been trying to take things day by day and have things to look forward to. Even had a fabulous week holiday. But this weekend I spent with DS DDIL and grandchildren and it was so nice it’s brought it into focus there won’t be that many more and now I’m sitting in my car weeping . Maybe I need a GN group hug
I don’t know how I missed this thread,, but huge and gentle hugs from me too. You are such a brave lady making no fuss, no self pity, no “me, me, me” in your posts , no one would ever have guessed. Keep strong Lucca but remember there are broad shoulders here when you need one ?
Lucca I'd gladly hug you if I could. But I'm sending you virtual hugs instead. Please receive them warm & snug with lots of love in them for you xoxoxoxo
I can’t drink more than half a glass these days but I do like a chilled rosé with preferably honey roasted peanuts or pistachios! ….. I’ll pass on the horsey fragrance ta !
I am glad you have seen Madame Butterfly though I smell of rose wine and salted peanuts tonight and horses as they are moulting, sorry <here is a hug anyway>
Been to see live screening of madam butterfly from royal opera house. Fabulous but more tears of course.
Forgot I think to mention my spectacular trip and fall in town last week. Caught my toe on something, tripped and almost literally flew and landed full length, bashing knee chin cheek and head! Lovely young man jumped straight out of his car and helped me. My bloke fortunately was in a cafe about 100 yds away. I have a horrific purple bruise on my chin. It was so cold today I wore a beanie and the combination made me look like a burglar.
Lucca From your posts you sound like a brave, strong woman. But sometimes it’s good to give in to your emotions and have a messy, loud cry. It helps to release the sadness that builds up inside. It also helps your loved ones know that you need a bit of extra support. You don’t have to be brave all the time. Xxx (from a long time lurker who also agrees with you about that cake shop - well apart from the fat rascals and ginger biscuits.)
No one knows what each other is going through do we ? Lovely you can share in this way & made to feel loved & cared for ... Smile Jesus Loves You ... a Big Hug from me & hope you feel a little better very soon ... God bless
I can’t sleep tonight for some reason and just read your post you have been so strong my heart goes out to you. A massive hug from me to you I think you are amazing x