Good morning everyone,
It's brightish but cloudy here at the moment and looks as if it might start to rain again. It's a bit blustery today, so perhaps the dark clouds will move on.
Don't apologise, Norsat46 - it's normal to feel as you do. My lovely dad died 17 years ago today and the feeling of loss is always there. My Mum followed 4 years after, and like you, I wish I could still pop round and share a cup of tea and a natter with them.
I agree with Urmstongran, Marydoll - pace yourself. If you do see your friends today, enjoy, but come home if you feel tired.
Hope today is kind to you all.