I went to a Catholic infants and junior school. It was terrifying. My first day (aged 5), I was so scared I wet my pants. The teacher stood me on a chair in the middle of the classroom and said to the other children 'look what this dirty little girl has done.' At 7 my head was alive with lice. I was put into a big van on my own, taken away, was met by people in white coats at some sort of clinic and 'deloused' then back in the van and back to the class. We were regularly caned. Frightening priests and nuns, frightened at home with drunken violent father. I can only recall one nun who was kind to me. At senior school I was ignored by teachers because I was quiet and nervous. I was bullied relentlessly because I lost most of my teeth. Does this sound as though I am sorry for myself? Too right I am.