Right, I have an eating disorder , brought about by a perforated ulcer followed by gallstones followed by IBS, was advised - don't eat this, that and the other. Fearful of having all that pain I restricted my diet, this led to the eating disorder . Trying to gain that stone I started introducing foods, then my darling girl became so very ill seventeen months ago, acid reflex started , when she died in .November I couldn't eat. Lost more weight, was prescribed Ensure , so much stress the eating disorder took hold again and arthritis flared badly. For several months I only eat rice cakes with butter and honey, always have a lot of honey , have milk and the Ensure, not a diet I would advise anyone tries. Come summer I will tackle the eating disorder yet again but with my daughters death, the funeral to arrange, the inquest and my sisters playing up, Lottie having cancer, giving up Phoebe, fear of the bridge the agoraphobia struck
Even so, I have bought size 10 knickers ?
Must tell you about Phoebe, daughter has three dogs, all well trained , Phoebe been there a week, refused to get in the back of the car with the other dogs or on her own, son in law decides - awww she is only a baby, buys a harness , when they take the dogs to another part of the fens for their morning walk, three dogs in the, rear, son in law in back seat , daughter driving and Phoebe ? In the front seat in her car harness 
