I know that feeling, kitty, it’s been with me for most of this year. Oh for a magic wand to just keep our families safe and happy. Another hug from me if you still need one, can never have too many in my view.
Came back today to another aggressive sounding phone message followingup yesterday’s conversation, I refuse to let it get to me today. This person is undeniably upset so I’m trying to make allowances. There are far more important things in the world.
Went off out first thing today, lovely blue sky, a walk on the beach, coffee and a couple of shops on the way back. Life is t all bad 
Yes, cover your bungalow in lights, n&g, easy to reach are bungalows and the lights are so uplifting.
Decorating just isn’t fun, greyd, the only time I have ever enjoyed it was when we bought this place and could decorate it before we moved in. Very different and almost, notice I say almost, fun.