Confidence to Travel alone

Thank you all for your kind words it has made a difference I think I will definitely follow rocketstop's advice that made so much sense

everybody has made me feel braver and for that I think

That is such a good idea.. It makes it feel alot less heavier Thank you

I travelled for my work alone (obviously younger then) and packed a good book.
The first time was odd.
It will get easier as you do it.

My lovely friend booked on a tiny tour for her first trip alone - I think it was 3 days.
She said there was always someone to have dinner with which was what worried her.

My sister lives in Sidbury, a village only a few miles from Sidmouth. She lives alone now and no longer drives, and also has mobility issues. She’s booked herself into the Riviera Hotel, a room with a sea view. Sidmouth has lots to offer.

Hi, I haven't experienced it through loss but I have had to go away on my own at times and go to events etc alone.
The only advice I would give is just book yourself one night away, somewhere not far from where you live, perhaps the nearest coast, or place of interest. That way you can test out how you feel about being away on your own.Once you have done it, you do feel rather proud of yourself.Lots of people in the same boat as well.
I think you just need to sort of do bite sized trips before you go for the few days in Devon. Good Luck, you can do it !